You ever feel like you’re in a rut, and you just can’t seem to get out of it? I’m usually one to keep a pretty good schedule. I get what I need to get done throughout the day and I go to sleep feeling accomplished, but lately I just can’t seem to get caught up. I have an ongoing to do list that I keep in my kitchen. I’m always crossing things off, and adding things to it. Sometimes I put something simple on there like make dinner, just so I can cross it off at the end of the night and feel like I got something done.
Lately I’ve just ben feeling overwhelmed. Maybe there is just a lot on my plate. With work, school, and my home I feel like it never ends. I have a hard time just sitting and relaxing because I feel like there is so much I could be doing with that time. Even leisurely things like reading, turns into a chore. Oh, I have 10 minutes I need to read some of my book. If I want to watch a show, I knit. Yup, I knit. I’ve been working on a blanket for the past year. I’m finally on the last color, and am so excited to get it finished. And then there is always some homework or paper I should be working on.
I just need to get my balance back. What do other people do when they feel overwhelmed? I daydream about getting in the car and just driving… driving until I run out of gas. What I do when I get there, I don’t know. My daydream doesn’t get that far.
Okay, thanks for listening. I just needed to get that out! I’ll post later with my eats, but maybe not with the same repeating pictures. I was looking over my posts and saw just the same thing. I’m learning this blog thing as I go.