So this past Friday I had dinner. I know big surprise, right? I know your thinking.. Everyone has dinner Kristi.
But this dinner I took pictures of.
This dinner I was going to post,
but then I got embarrassed.
What are they going to think of me when they see what I ate for dinner?
They are going to think someone trying to lose weight shouldn’t be eating that.
They are going to look at me and think I’m not serious.
They are going to think I’m unhealthy.
They are going to think no wonder she’s fat.
They are going to shake their heads in disapproval.
My face grew red just thinking about it.
I don’t want anyone to know that sometimes eat this.
That I enjoy things that aren’t good for me.
I’m not one of those cute girls that can profess their love for candy, bacon, dessert. They can get away with it. Not me.
You get the picture.
I had so many negative thoughts running through my head.
I got ashamed.
And I didn’t post the picture.
But then I realized that no one is going to think of me any different.
That we might all indulge in stuff that might not be that good for you.
It doesn’t mean that I don’t want to lose weight.
It doesn’t mean that I don’t want to be successful.
It just means that one day I ate something, and though it might not be good for me, I enjoyed it.
I don’t indulge in it everyday.
And I wouldn’t want to.
So here it is my friends…
I had a piece of fried chicken, and veggies. And I had to put my dinner on two plates.
This is what I was afraid of.
Thanks for listening.